A Missionaries Prayer: By Hermana Miller

HERMANA MILLER WROTE THIS AFTER A TOUGH DAY! MY HEART GOES OUT TO HER! ITS BEAUTIFUL!

A Missionaries Prayer

By: Hermana Miller

Dear Lord my heart is breaking

my mind it seems so full

am I strong enough today?

towards home my heart does pull

I question my decision

I wonder why I´m here

dear God above please hear me

please help me calm this fear

I need thee every hour

and this I swear is true

the hours, minutes, seconds pass

my heart it turns to you

the decision wasn't easy

my knees, they ache from prayer

help me to find my purpose

what message should I share?

There I knelt upon the ground

with tears fresh from my eyes

as I try to find my words

my tired body sighs

As I laid there seeking sleep

I felt a peace inside

I closed my eyes, I counted sheep

the pain it did subside

While in my dreams, fast asleep

I perceived a curious sight

I saw a man, standing there

more glorious than light

but as he came in closer

I recognized his face

it was my brother Jesus

with all his love and grace

He told me that he loves me,

he calmed my every nerve

he told me of my purpose

saying "You are called to serve"

He told me of some people

I knew them long ago

I met them up in heaven

before we came below

He said that they are waiting

for me to find them there

to share with them a message

to show them someone cares

But brother I feel lonely,

I miss my life before

my heart and mind are tired

and my feet they are so sore

He showed to me his hands and feet

I felt the marks thereof

He told me that the pain he felt

was all an act of love

He knows just how I'm feeling

He´s felt it all before

with his strength I'm worthy

and this I know for sure

When I woke that morning

my mindset had been changed

for now I knew my purpose

I take with me his name

That morning getting ready

I felt his spirit there

pinning on my name tag, smiling-

finally knowing what to share